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Save the Cheerleader...Save the world

  • Sep. 22nd, 2008 at 9:41 AM

So last night I went and played some pool with Tara. It was pretty cool they have dollar beer at Astro’s on Sundays. My game could use some major improving so I am thinking about venturing up there more often and getting some much needed practice in.
 
In other news Heyyyy   Hoooo   Heeeerrrooooe’s I am so excited about Heroes tonight I could just burst into lil bits lmao *POOF*
 
We will be going to the Renaissance Festival on the 4th of October if anyone wants to go. Kim and I will be going in the morning. It usually open’s at 10 and I like to be there then. It’s the cool of the day and not so crowded. I am so excited its one of my favorite fall activities.
 
Speaking of fall today is the first day of fall. I have a saying about fall.
“Fall….Kills bugs dead” I hate bugs and I love the fact that the first freeze usually kills most of them. I am not mean either it’s just natural.
 
Speaking of bugs we have had a big problem with like 3 crickets in the room chirping loudly all night. They were like living in the baseboard or something. 2 of them fell victim to TrainTime..nice kitty….good kitty….wise kitty.
 
The third one just kind of crawled out yesterday of course he was going one way and I was running the other way. Kim caught him in a cup and you’ll be happy to know that he has an outside home again and it was really nice last night because for the first time since we moved in I didn’t here that annoying chirping.
 
Finally I am going to start a Lesbian dating service so sign up if you single and looking.
  • Location:work
  • Mood: tired

Jul. 17th, 2008

  • 7:45 AM

Woooohoooo I am so excited….Yesterday I went all out…..I….got…..a brand new laptop. I am so excited and OMG it gets better. I also bought a brand new I-pod (80Gig) I am so excited. I stayed up late playing with it. I think Kim thought I was crazy but it’s been a long time since I had a computer that wasn’t used or someone else’s. I would like to thank a very special someone for aiding me in this purchase.
Shout outs
-I would like to thank Kim for letting me take her I-pod to work 5 days a week
-I would like to thank my mom for recycling so many computers my way
-I would like to thank myself for not freaking out too bad when I wrote the check lol
Anyway in other news (OMG I GOT A NEW COMPUTER) we are getting ready to move. I am so excited…and not excited all rolled up in one. I am excited because I feel all over that Kim is that person that I am going to spend the rest of my life with and I can’t wait to live with her in our own space with our own stuff and so on. She’s such a special person and I am excited to see how her creativity plays out on her very own decorating canvas that is our new un-decorated apartment. I’m sure it will be good. I am not however excited about the physical part of moving I know everyone out there in the virtual world will think about Kim next Saturday cause she’s gonna be working a lot harder than I am unfortunately I can’t be in the sun so it makes moving suck for others. I am not gonna lie I am praying for a very cloudy day so that I can break my back just like everyone else. It bothers me that I have to stand in the shade and watch others struggle moving my shit just because I’ll get burned…OMG it drives me nuts. Don’t get me wrong I work my butt off in the shade but still…anyway moving on.
Hmm I…got a new computer….wooohooo. I also need to be thinking about packing for more than just moving. I am leaving 4 days after we move into our new place… (I am team less at work today so let me break it down for ya) I’ll be leaving Thursday morning to go to KCI airport and I’ll be leaving from KCI and flying to Dallas, TX. We will then get on a really really big plane where we will fly 4 hours and 45 min to San Juan, Puerto Rico. Then after we reach San Juan we will go thru customs and jump on an itty bitty plane and off we go to Anguilla which will be about an hour and 20 min flight over the ocean in this really loud plane that moves up and down a lot. (Can’t swim). We will prob get there at like 10 at night but man I can already smell that salt water. Its gonna be nice.

Anguilla is the most beautiful island; it’s also where my dad is from. We are going down there for a family reunion
 
Hmm i'll post some pics as soon as I figure out how

more later 

I got a new computer lol and and I-pod
  • Location:work
  • Mood: grateful

Murder

  • Jul. 8th, 2008 at 11:58 AM

see the yellow tape?  Thats where our new place is.......hmmm....I just read that he hung himself in New Jersery.....its very sad for this girl....I feel bad for saying this but i hope he doesn't have any friends still living in that place. I just took my mom over there sunday. This murder thing in lawrence is just getting out of control...and that alley is so dark at night. I feel so unsafe right now its just strange....


3:00 p.m.

  • Nov. 20th, 2007 at 2:45 PM

OMG Where the hell is 3:00 p.m. I have seen 1:30 a.m. 5:30 a.m. 9:00 a.m. tick tick tick I saw noon, (lunch was good)...........where the hell is 3:00 its been 2:46 for the last 6 hours I'm loosing my mind!!!!!!!

In other news 

the famous "Rock Band" will be released tonight at midnight!!! I would like to be very excited except....Well I don't have an Nintendo Wii yet and I will not buy any more games until Wii Knocks on my door and makes itself at home in my livingroom!!!! Damn the man Damn him!!!!!! Why must things cost money!!! I still havn't played Legands of Rock yet and now this.... and now Rock Band.........I think i'll kill the last 10 min of my work day being sore about this subject.

In other other news 

Mom's going to put her foot in some Thanksgiving cooking on Thurs i'm very excited 

In other other other news 

Kim's making me cook the chicken LMAO this is going to be intresting!!!!

:  )

Trying to redeem my butch points

  • Oct. 31st, 2007 at 10:33 AM

The adventure
 
So I’m sure you have already read the tire story so I’ll make this brief. You would think It wouldn’t get anymore embarrassing than getting a flat tire while driving down 435 on your way to Missouri and not knowing how to put the spare on, however when your girlfriend not only has calm your nerves and talk you out of calling the tow truck and then take you to the rear end of your ride and show you that there is a spare located in a compartment in your trunk its pretty bad. Hmm tire iron, nuts/bolts thingy’s, car jack, all new items to me lol. I have never had to change a tire in my lifetime yup 25 years and I have to get a flat tire and not know how to change it with my girl in the car!!!! She was very helpful!!
 
The key question is does anyone know how to redeem butch points on this one? ; )
 
Outside of my little tire experience I had a wonderful Monday and Tuesday. We went to Raymore Missouri to visit 3 of my best friends.
 
Things to never do list
-Never eat at the KFC in Raymore Missouri, it’s just too Ghetto for words!!!
-Tootsies is closed on Mondays so don’t try to go lol!!!
-Westport sucks on Monday nights and if you have to go don’t go till after like 12:30 a.m. (a guy on the street told us that)!!
-Go to Missy B’s on Mondays they have a show and then dancing after words and there is no cover charge!!!
-Don’t take your straight guy best friend to the gay bar, it will make him nervous no matter how many straight chicks are there!!
-Don’t ever wait too late to go to the pumpkin patch because it turns into a graveyard of Orange, Green, and Cream despair.
-always dress to impress because you never know when you’re going to meet someone’s mom!! ; )
-last but not least KNOW HOW TO CHANGE A TIRE!!!!
 
Have a great Halloween everyone!!!!
 
I am going to see Saw 4 Tonight YEAH!!!!
 
If you have to work early in the morning and therefore can’t have too much late night fun and you think a movie might be cool just text me if you would like to come along!!

"i'm trying to put u ta bed, bed, bed" J. Holiday
To the radio gods: you think its funny to play this song over and over again on the radio don't you!!
 
  • Location:Work (Always)
  • Mood: cheerful
  • Music:Can't Tell me Nothing Kanya West

TO MY FATHER

  • Oct. 23rd, 2007 at 12:49 PM

 
RIP FATHER
LOVE AcE




 
  • Mood: depressed

Why can't things just be ok : (

  • Aug. 5th, 2007 at 8:18 PM

Hmm..I don't post very often anymore....some of that is because no one really reads it but mostly because Its always so busy. I think I am on right now posting just so that I can get a lot off my chest...I have been trying a lot of things to relieve stress.. Lets see I started trying not to think about too much at work so I waited until I got home to think about stuff....OMG what a bad Idea now i'm not sleeping well at all. I am up early and going to bed way to late, tossing and turning all night long and then its time to get up again. I have also not been eating very much. Its so weird I love food the tastes and smells. Here lately I have not really had the desire to eat anything not even my favorite foods. Lets not forget the drinking that Miller Light Seems to be having a problem staying in the fridge which is also not good.

Why do you ask am I so stressed?

Lets Start with the bad new first I guess

My dad is in the hospital...He's ill very ill. They had been running all these tests talking about doing all this minor surgry and so on, All week they have been talking like the reason he was in there was so minor and fixable. Yesterday His MRI and Biopcy came back and They found out that my dads liver is intertwined with tumers.......not just any tumers they are huge tumors that they are pretty sure they can not remove and lets not forget that they also have to test the tumors to see if they are cancerus and if they are my dad is in big trouble the doctor says. Its makes me cry just thinking about the worst. There doesn't seem to be anything to take my mind off of this its just so weird that I have had my dad for 25 years and that just like that Something like cancer and tumors could take him away from me.....OMG and so soon.....why so soon? I just don't understand. so now that i'm crying I don't feel like writing anymore however it does make me feel a little better to get it off my chest.

There are a few minor things bugging me along side that big problem above however the little things just don't seem to be important so I am putting them on the back burnner I guess

-I finished the Harry Potter Book 4 days after I got it.......I would like to talk about it but out of respect for those who may have not finished it yet I will not. I will say this OMG its so good!!!!!!! I am so sad that its over but Happy that I was allowed to enjoy such a wonderful series of books.

-I had my hair out the other day and its past my sholders. Its getting close to being the longest hair I have ever had I am not sure if thats good news or bad news. I am going to say its bad news because I want to cut it off I want to cut it all off. I have been longing for short hair for so long. What would people think. What if I went short and I didn't like it? What if...What if...What if.... I just don't know what to do I would say that I could just follow my hairs heart but it seems to be a big chicken these days

-I need to quit smoking I dont know if Alicia realizes this but I think its really starting to take a toll on my Asthma and I don't think its a good Idea to try and fuck with Asthma, Thats a good way to end up dead so it looks like I am going to start trying plus my doctor says that all the tools that I need to quit smoking are covered under Insurance which I am very excited about. I would like to be able to start running once I get this asthma quit smoking thing under control which leads me toooo........

-My weight................................you know what I am not even gonna go there with this right now but thats only because I just managed to stop myself from crying and I don't want to start that up again.

on that last note I think i'm going to lay down and try and enjoy some time to myself........I am going to be working 8 hours a day and spending my evenings at the hospital
  • Location:Livingroom
  • Mood: drained
  • Music:TV Spongebob

Wakarusa Fest. Tickets

  • May. 30th, 2007 at 6:49 PM

Everyone,

I have 2 tickets to Wakarusa Fest.. that I need to get rid of. I am helping out a friend that has decided not to go. If anyone is intrested or knows anyone that would be intrested please let me know. They sell for $130 dollars per ticket at the box office. He is selling them for $100 per ticket. They are 3 day passes so you would have access for the whole 3 days of the Fest. I think its next weekend so please let me know . If you have any questions please e-mail me at c_ace_run@msn.com

Thanks
Candace

Apr. 26th, 2007

  • 2:53 PM

Embrace the Responsibility - Unknown Author

If you experience a disappointment or even a serious setback, that is no reason to give up hope. Though life is certainly not perfect, you are completely capable of moving forward no matter what may have happened before. Happiness will come to you when it comes from you. Success will be yours when you choose to take responsibility for making it so.

Instead of obsessing over who might have hurt you or why or how, decide to get on with life. Instead of putting your energy into resentment, put that energy into creating meaningful greatness. Your life is yours to live. Embrace the responsibility and all that goes with it and your days will be filled with true richness.

It is not anyone else's job to make you happy or fulfilled. What you choose to be is what matters. When life is not going your way, there is nothing of value to be gained by looking for someone to blame. Instead, move beyond what has already happened and get busy exploring the positive possibilities available to you.

Apr. 24th, 2007

  • 7:40 AM

TODAY IS ALICIA'S BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALICIA!!!!!!!

THAT IS ALL!!!!

Surprise

  • Apr. 18th, 2007 at 3:13 PM

Lol I think I just wow'd my girl with some wine and a few gifts I also cleaned up our apartment and said some wonderful things that I think she's been wanting to here. Wooohooo!!!

Tonight I am going to take her to dinner. Man I can't wait for the weekend I've got quit a few things up my sleve. This is just the beginning of the celebration wish me luck. 

Something I wanted to ask........................oh yeah Alicia is a major wine lover. If any of you have a favorite wine I would love to know what it is. I would like to pick up something that tastes great and something that we havn't tried yet. 

Its going to be a long weekend so I have currently purchased:
lil pinguan- Pinot noir (If you like red wine its great stuff by the way) 
yellow tail -shariz (which is another good one)
there is a third but its a suprise so i don't want to post it!!!!!!!!!
if you have any good one's i'd love to know 

wish me luck!!!!!!!!!! 

p.s.
Wine will often times lead to kinky reggae which is always good.
  • Mood: happy
  • Music:Kinky Reggae-Bob

Sick

  • Apr. 18th, 2007 at 5:33 AM

I am sick those fucking people at work got me sick. I have been running from this for a week know and as of Monday it bit me in the ass. My girl friend has been nothing but wonderful she's been taking care of me. However its hard to take care of someone who can't breath or walk. I have some sort of virus its gross. Thanks to smoking and being a Sever Asthma suffer I am using like 3 inhalers and a machine to help me breath. (someone just put me down now damn it) I feel like a really old person.  

True Story:

Yesterday after I went to the doctor's office I had to go to walgreens to get all my medication filled. I was there for like 2 hours not to mention I couldn't stand for long periods of time and so on. Anyway this old lady came by and was just straight up stairing at me. I kept looking at her like um maybe she didn't realize that they free'd black folks a long ass time ago. Then she just started asking me all these questions "are you married honey" "Do you have any kids" I'm thinking to myself who the hell is this lady. Anyway I believe in respecting my elders no matter race, creed, or level of crazyness so I just did my best to anwser her questions. about 2 min into more questions her husband came and sat down on the other side of me. I coudln't believe what was going on. the Older lady was talking about her bad knee on one side of me and the older man on the other side of me was talking about being a (spelling) veitnam vet. So we started talking about war and I asked him wether he was army navy or Marine he told me he was army and I told him that my grandpa and my dad where also army. DONT YOU KNOW THIS OLD FART USED THE WORD "COLORED PEOPLE" LIKE 10 FUCKING TIMES IN A SENTENCE. I'm like who uses that shit anymore. Does this man not watch tv does he not know how to read. The last time I checked the word colored hadn't been used for years and years and years. I was just like whatever I should have listened to my grandpa when he told me not to talk to old white folks cause they never change. what the hell was I thinking anyway.......

Back to being sick.

Well Like I said i'm sick.... This is my second day off of work.......Can you tell..... I'm just typing and typing because i'm bored as hell its like 5:30 but I had to get up to take all those drugs. I do have a great cough syurp though. to all those that are sick. I'm sorry your sick and I feel your pain.

in other news:

HAPPY ANIVERSERY (spelling) BABY............ GOOOOOO TEAM!!!! LOL

Hmm I think that all the drugs are kicking in I'd better try and make it to either the couch or my bed. I had a wonderful things list that I wanted to post about alicia but i'm gonna do it later....

bye

 

  • Location:home
  • Mood: sick
  • Music:intro to Roco's Modern Life

the weekend

  • Apr. 16th, 2007 at 8:45 AM

Weekend:
The weekend was awesome. My best friend got married and I got to see a lot of people I haven’t seen in a really long time from high school even. I had that happy feeling that you get when you are around friends. Which I don’t get too often anymore because my friends are far and few in numbers. The after wedding was so much fun. We kicked it like crazy!!!! Pretty much drank all day long we had a blast. Maybe one day if A and I get joined I’ll get to do the same with friends. Alicia thinks we should have drag queens as ushers. I think that would be awesome. Not to mention my mom would freak out. It would be funny lol.
 
Speaking of marriage and stuff Alicia and I’s year anniversary is coming up on Wednesday. Wow can you believe it’s been a whole year. It’s crazy. I remember when we met it was spring time Lawrence pride. Ahh hey honey do you remember that night it was pouring rain out and we went back to Lindsey’s appt to wait for them to close down the limelight? Hehe. Anyway I’m very proud to say we made it. Let’s give Alicia a big round of applause for putting up with me for all this time. Let’s also send out prayers in hopes that she can continue lol : ), Cause I am truly a mess I guess!
 
Future events.
 
Alicia’s b-day is coming up next week. I’m gonna buy her some great gifts and then I am going to load her in the car and take her wherever she wants to go. I know when and where and I can’t wait. Its going to be a fun time her friends are so much fun.
 
Future Future Events: P…………S…………….U………. GO PITT. Its time to venture back to the place where the ACE was born CONGRATS NEAL ON YOUR UP COMING GRADUATION……….ITS TIME TO GET DRUNK!!!!!! Woooohoooo. 

Blah blah blah............Mush Mush Mush...... lol my next entry should be nothing but kissy kissy love stuff huh!!! yeah I think i'll do that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

Apr. 4th, 2007

  • 11:34 AM

Whenever we are Out of the Office we have to leave messages on our voicemail and e-mail so everyone knows.

here is my OUT-OF-OFFICE MESSAGE BELOW:


I will be out of the office for the next 2 weeks for medical reasons. When I return, please refer to me as Camron instead of Candace thanks and have a great day.


lol maybe its just funny to me......I guess as long as i'm cracking myself up thats all that matters :  )

I also need a message for today that reads:

No!#$%$# I am not going to Liquid for pide tonight because it sucks and lawrence sucks and you suck now stop calling my phone. LMAO maybe this is why i don't have any friends!!!! I think in the end i'm going to have to just either A.Turn off my phone or B. Go to Liquid hmmm.........what to do what to do?

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To whom it my concern:

  • Apr. 2nd, 2007 at 8:58 AM


Looks like a lot of people are moving and or leaving, a lot of people including me hehe.
I want to tell you where I’m going but I have promised someone very close to me that I wouldn't (not Alicia). 
You guys are good detectives so I have faith if you want to find me you will. 

have a good day everyone!!!! :  )

-in other news I am preparing my resume for a possible promotion at my current job (MO MONEY). I am also going to be looking into some other job opportunities.  If anyone is doing some major interviewing or getting ready to start I recommend a book called “knock um dead” by Martin Yate. There is some really good info that could help you along the way.  
 
Things I will buy if I get a raise:
 
-take Alicia somewhere cool for our 1 year anniversary
-Alicia’s b-day gifts
-Seat covers for my new ride
-floor mats for my new ride
-$40 deluxe car wash interior shine package at the turtle wax
-Nintendo Wii and a few games
-New shoes
-an airpot coffee pot for my team at work (the coffee in the break room sucks)
  • Mood: ecstatic

Mar. 26th, 2007

  • 9:35 AM

I had a good weekend
I got to do a lot of cool things
I also got to hang out with some really cool people
I am excited because i can't wait to go back
and we will go back whooohooo
I love the spring 

April is about the PARTY ON mood and i'm in the mood
to PARTY ON
HAPPY B-DAY STEPH
1 down and five to go
6 if you count another very special day in april
hehe
oh yeah if anyone has a Gameboy DS or a nintendo wii (I'm want one so bad)
the game Cooking Mama is fun yet pointless. If your paying more than 20 dollars for it 
I suggest putting it back because its not worth more than that.!!!!!!

A Moment of silence

  • Mar. 13th, 2007 at 11:48 AM

I don’t know if any of you ever road in my 98 white ford escort….but…. if you did please stop for a moment of silence. The white 98 ford escort I was driving died last week Monday. She made her last trip down 435 around 3:15 on Monday March 6th. She will be greatly missed…………….On another note you are now look at the proud new owner of a 2006_______________ I guess you’ll just have to see it to believe it. I’m very excited about my new car though. It’s got everything I wanted plus more. It’s a real cruiser and it only had 33 miles on it when I drove it off the lot. I love it because the possibilities of me getting out of Lawrence to kick it wit the homies are endless and I’m lovin every min of it. WOOOHOOOO.
  • Mood: happy

Unstable

  • Feb. 23rd, 2007 at 11:23 AM

"Sadness is constructive (structural)
You can build an entire empire of sadness
Hiding behind the walls of your own pain
You can be at the top of your game
And yet your inner feelings aren’t doing or feeling the same
A wind can whirl your empire reducing it to a rumbled mess, a disaster
Yet like dust your pain doesn’t blow away with the wind
Rather it just settles in a pile of rubble deep…deep, dead and abandoned within." written by someone I thought I knew(me)

I’m starting to lose control of Candace and who she really is!!!!
I just don’t know anymore!!! I just don’t know!!!
I want to find her I really really do!!!!
I wish someone could help me break free
I see the light at the end of the tunnel of who I want to be
But for some reason instead of walking forward I just keep
Looking back as I walk away.

I feel blind; I don’t know where I’m going or what I’m doing
There is this person I want to be, this person that I know that I am
Why is it so hard to break free? Why am I fighting so hard just to be me?

Am I alone in this struggle against the wind?

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Funny Funny Funny

  • Jan. 24th, 2007 at 9:33 AM

http://www.videosblog.be/index.php?itemid=248

Jan. 17th, 2007

  • 11:44 AM

Your True Love Is a Sagittarius
Why you'll love a Sagittarius: Deep and philosophical, you'll love getting lost in hours of conversation with your Sag. Your Sagittarius is curious and adventurous enough to keep you interested... not an easy task! Why a Sagittarius will love you: You're passionate about a few important issues, a kind of depth that Sagittarius finds very attractive. You're outgoing, flexible, and up for almost anything. You and your Sag will have tons of adventures together.

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